Today I was just having a gloom day. All day long I kept thinking of home. Quite homesick you would say... for people & places. The weather is beginning to get warm here and I feel that spring is in the air. The only thing is that spring in the desert is quite different than spring in America. There are no fresh spring flowers or crisp air. There are no rains or tulips. I was just gloom today thinking about all of this. I actually let it get the best of me. On the drive home from work, there was a still silence from me. I'm sure the girls were wondering. I came home and did what I normally do when something is wrong. I cleaned! My house is so clean as I type right now! The gloom did not vaporize as the dust on my floor did. :-/ I then decided to worship. I sat down at my piano and just began to play & sing. I worshiped for a good 2 1/2- 3 hours. I felt Holy Spirit ministering to my heart and shaking the gloom away! I literally felt Him wrap Himself around me as I sat there singing into Jesus Heart. Singing of His Love. Singing of His Faithfulness in my life. Singing how I am dark but lovely (common phrase-I know, but so deep) As I ended, I felt light. I felt peace. I felt love. As I got up from my bench, I whispered into His Heart "I love You so much."
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